5.31.12 2.38am
Dear God,
I want to believe in love so bad, but it hurts too much. I set the standards so high for myself and every ounce of hope I have is trying to believe someone out there will love me and appreciate me as much I do them. Why doesn’t someone care about me as much as I care about them? It all makes me doubt myself. It makes me doubt myself in finding love. I can’t even tell if my thoughts are rational anymore. How can I ever trust anyone again? It makes its all seem not worth it at all. It makes me want to walk away from it all, even though there is that ounce of hope. I just don’t want to get hurt again.
I want to believe in love so bad.
Your daughter,
Nicole
